My Favorite Almost

Almost seems scarier than endings ; because almost means we were getting there ---- reaching to the point of what we were fighting for, the finish line we are going for straight ahead.

but, almost.

we were so close in reaching the things we prayed for, the goals we dreamed of but, almost.

we were so close in reaching the stars but the way of the world didnt let us be or so i thought. hence, almost.

you had my heart beating in every possible way. my mind reeled to different possibilities. my soul reaching for yours.

you showed me what the world is like, what i deserved.

you made me love you to the brink of me putting my heart on my sleeves without any warning that you can easily snatch it and never give it back to me.

you made me feel all the possible emotions and feelings--a roller coaster ride we are in.

a rollercoaster ride i will never get tired of.

a rollercoaster ride i wil never cease to pray for.

a rollercoaster ride i will pay a million for it to never end.

a rollercoaster ride that is just you, me and the love i pray for daily.

almost

almost

almost

us, almost.

it goes together

Hi, How are you?

it's been along time since i haven't blogged. guess what? i miss it so much. like there's something i have to tell about, something i have to write. then i remember i have my old blog that i used to share my story.sejak gue lulus dari kampus tercinta yaitu Unpad pada tahun lalu, gue pindah lagi ke Bekasi dan alhamdulillah sekarang gue kerja di salah satu company didaerah Jakarta Utara, my life completely different, yang tadinya ngerasa bebas selama kurleb 4 tahun karena ngekos.. bebas dalam arti bisa main kapanpun yang gue mau, keluar malem bisa, makan apa aja bisa bareng temen2. sekarang balik lagi ke kehidupan gue dirumah, jujur seneng banget karena gue bisa hemat karena diurusin sama mama papa lagi hehehe di kantor pun, i have new friends, new problems, new habit, and the most important is i have a new life;)
my new life is like a roller coaster. sometimes it goes up slowly than suddenly it goes faster to get right in the bottom.i miss my old me. i miss my old life. i miss everything in the past. but now? i should probably live my life better than before. NO, its not "should" but have to.
everything will come once god decided that i deserve the thing.