Kamis, 19 Desember 2013

gudbye,you.

Since you left, I realized that love is nothing but bullshit. True love doesn't exist, and forever is just a lie between hello and good bye. But on the brightside is, I finally found the 'good' in 'good bye'. Well, to be honest, I ain't gonna pretend like I'm okay with all of this, like I'm doing well without you because the truth is it took all the power inside of me to let you go. It ain't an easy task to let go of the memories, and the dreams we've built together. Even though I knew it from the start, that there would be a time for us to stand by ourselves, to live our lives in our own way. I just can't stand the idea of you walking away without knowing that yes, I do regret. I regret my decision, and if only I could turn the hands of time, I'd stay in your arms forever and wouldn't ever let you go. But you've taken your own decision, and I respect yours like you did respect mine. So now, I wanna say thank you for everything, for the amazing 32 months full of beautiful memories. You're the best thing that's ever happened in my life. And I'm sorry, I can't be the best. But trust me, I've always tried to be, but I just could never be good enough.. No one's ever stuck with me for so long before. I wish you love, I wish you luck, for you the world just opens up, but don't forget about me, us. Always remember that I love you so much, I love you with all my heart, and my arms are always wide open for you whenever you want to come back home.