NEW YEAR!

is this really the end, dear 2012? 'cause it's like only a blink of eye. remembering 2012 so far.... is like remembering.... nothing? i've been busy doing things, running, changing, working hard, to get the dream i've been dreaming. until now, these days, i'm still busy to chase almost everything. "you cant be as young as you are today". so i wanna spend it more on exploring my self. who am i?

and i have nooooo idea about 2013 resolution. i mean.. i've been having new year resolution for years and now i have no days off and i cant think much of things. but you know, life's keep going no matter what. so i'll try to cheerish every moment knowing that i cant bring the exact past into present. 

and now i really wanna thank Allah for the bless this year. this could be the year of awakening, maturity process, re-build my self. thank You, Allah, for letting me be this self. thank You for the lessons, the mistakes, the achievement. thank You...:) i would never thank You enough for the life You're giving to me:)

thankyou family, friends, and all. thank you....:) this year has been really good... with its ups and downs, i stilll can enjoy 2012. the year of total hard work, if i could name this year. thank you!!

I know, I know it's December 31st, 2012. Tomorrow means next year, yes? You get that? Hng alright forget that. Just like another fellas around the world, I wanna make a freaking list called resolutions. Well before all, resolution means a decision to do or to behave in a certain manner. So once again, it's resolutions AIN'T wishlist. It's something I have to do next year.

Note: This resolutions are randomly written. Fully random. Not like, the most important is number one, or this or that. It's random. Enjoy ☺

1. get closer to Allah, fix myself as a religious person-should be:)

2. Love myself before I can easily love another. 
I always blame myself for start a war with somebody else. It just sucks knowing that I'm that childish. I said to my brain that I have to love them all. Without exceptions. Now I know it's impossible to love another before I tryna love myself.

3. Achieve my goals.
Yes, every goals. Like, I have to increase my ability at everything. At studying, or another skills. Pass the national exams with super fantastic scores. And finally have an excellent school as my high school. Amin!

4. Learn something else, that exciting.
Almost everyday, anytime, anywhere, I just spend my spare time with internet, laptop, internet, hand phone, laptop, internet, hand phone. Maybe trying something exciting prevents boredom, forces myself to grow, or open amazing possibilities.

5. Stay fit and healthy.
Beside the majority of being healthy are increases energy, improves mood, controls weight, and more, it's my last year at junior high school. It'll be suxx, when I have to leave the school just because a fucking reason such as sick.

6. Enjoy life.
I only have one life to live. And I don't wanna end up as a loser: being alone and isolated, or sad and have no spirit to smile.


7. Spend less, save more. 
Oh yes it's about money. What the hell, I have to save more, and then spend it again for my favorite amazing activity.

8. Getting organized.
I realize that, there are so much time wasted just for cleaning up, looking for my stuffs, or  have to replace something I lost. Shit, I have to organize something more srsly.

9. Lose weight, gain more height.
Yeah, it's time to make a change.

10.can drive a car

11. have straight A for every block, smarter and more dilligent and discipline.  

12. inspire MANY people and have a healthy life style; good diets, regular exercise, drink more mineral water.

over all i only wanna be the better version of me in every possible way. amin:)

         That's all. What about you? Anyway. Happy, happy new year!

rain

i hate rain because its dark
i hate rain because its cold
i hate rain because its wet
i hate rain because its flood
i hate rain because its thunder

i love rain because its smell
i love rain because its romantic
i love rain because its water
i love rain because its games
i love rain because its serenity

gimme rain and i'll dance
i'll sing out loud and laugh a lot
'cause i'm just lost in memory of you
and no one can help me now

Holiday=Boring

well, i'm becoming someone new this holiday. i mean i lost my personality since i don't do anything this holiday. i just spend it in my room, online, singing, dancing, reading, listening music, and others. i don't even talk much with family or friends. i have no activity to do. i'm totally a boring!

simple life. don't you miss that? i miss it so much. when i am on junior high school, i only have few friends, but they all are warm and nice, friends of my friends and some close schoolmates. aaaah i miss them. but now, i have many friends here, but i don't even believe in them. i still wondering, who's the person that i can believe in and not. who's the person that could bring me to the bad side and good side. who's the person that just would hurt me or cheer me up. they all are fakers. i don't believe in any of them. i'm sick of those people who call their selves 'friend' but they don't do anything to prove and worse, they do things that break that fact. I'M SICK OF THOSE PEOPLE.

how will i pass this holiday? with no plan and boring television. with no book to read with no good music to listen. with no person to hang out with with nothing to do.

welcome boring holiday!!!

Be Thankful

there are few things you should be thankful on. first, be thankful of your God. second, be thankful of your family. third, be thankful of your friends. fourth, be thankful of who you are. fifth, be thankful of what you have. and the last, be thankful of what happened.


be thankful of your God. it's such a great thing to believe in one God like Him. we have ONE thing to believe in, one thing to strengthen up us, in every condition. one thing to keep us believe in wonderful world. one thing to make us optimistic after a total big storm. God is everything. and alhamdulillah i am a Muslim.

be thankful of your family. this is place where we come from. they love us unconditionally. they support us however it is. they believe in us. they let us grow but keep take care of us. they educate us, with every way. they show us the real love that nobody has showed yet. they are sincerely give an affection, just to make us comfortable with life. there's no better place but home.

be thankful of your friends. they are nice people that understand you and will do anything for your happiness. what's better than that? they're there when you're upset, they're there when you need splash of fun. they don't judge of whatever you do, they only support. they love you, they protect you. they will never make you sad, or feeling down. they make you believe in yourself and get your confidence. and if they aren't like that, they are not your friend. don't ever think about the not-friend. it's worthless.

be thankful of who you are. nobody's like you. you are different. you are charming. you are nice and have such a beautiful face. you are great. you love everybody surrounding. you give spirit. you influence others..... or at least, you're true to your self; you're not faking your self, you don't copy others, you are becoming who you want to be. it's a really good thing because not everyone has a confidence to be their own self.

be thankful of what you have. you might be not realize EVERY single thing you have is really precious right now, but just imagine, if they all are gone. for the simplest example is: what if you lost your eyes? what if you lost your legs? what if you lost your hands? this is really simple and very close to us yet REALLY important but we may forget how great they are. so, be thankful for ANYTHING you have.

the last, be thankful of what happened. God has a certain mission for you in every single happened thing. you don't have to regret or worry too much about that, you'll be better after that, if you try to learn from that. you will not get anything out of your strength. what's happened only make you better. if you know how to deal with that.


so please, be thankful for everything in life:

mixed feelings.

Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody?
You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. 
But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. 
There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand.
If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone.
People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. 
At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. 
You feel the way you do just because.
You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.. wait..
Mixed feelings, i dont really like this feelings. i feel so strange

guys must read this~

Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

brought tears to my eyes.

Boy: Hey, hun!
Girl: Hey.
Boy: I missed you at school today. Why weren't you there?
Girl: Yeah, I had to go to the doctor.
Boy: Oh really? Why?
Girl: Oh, nothing. Just some annual shots, that's all.
Boy: Oh.
Girl: So what did you guys do in Math today?
Boy: You didn't miss anything that great, just a lot of notes.
Girl: Okay, good.
Boy: Yeah.
Girl: Hey, I have a question to ask.
Boy: Okay, ask away.
Girl: How much do you love me?
Boy: You know I love you more than anything in this world.
Girl: Yeah.
Boy: Why did you ask?
Girl: *silence*
Boy: Is something wrong?
Girl: No. Nothing at all. Um. How much do you care about me?
Boy: I would give you the world in a heartbeat if I could.
Girl: You would?
Boy: Yeah of course I would. *sounding worried* Is there something wrong?
Girl: No, everything's fine.
Boy: Are you sure?
Girl: Yeah.
Boy: Okay. I hope so.
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: I would take a bullet for you any day, hun.
Girl: Really?
Boy: Any day. Now, seriously, is there something wrong?
Girl: No, I'm fine. You're fine. We're fine. Everyone and everything is fine.
Boy: Okay.
Girl: Well, I have to go. I'll see you tomorrow at school.
Boy: Alright, bye. I love you!
Girl: Yeah. I love you too. Bye.
THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL
Boy: Hey, have you seen my girlfriend today?
Friend: No.
Boy: Oh.
Friend: She wasn't here yesterday, either.
Boy: I know. She was acting all weird on the phone last night.
Friend: Well, dude, you know how girls are sometimes.
Boy: Yeah, but not her.
Friend: I don't know what else to say, man.
Boy: Okay, well I gotta get to English. I'll see ya after school.
Friend: Yeah I gotta get to Science. Later.
THAT NIGHT
Girl: Hello?
Boy: Hey.
Girl: Oh, hey.
Boy: Why weren't you at school today?
Girl: Uh, I had another appointment with the doctor.
Boy: Are you sick?
Girl: Um, I have to go. My mom’s calling on the other line.
Boy: I’ll wait.
Girl: It may take a while. I’ll call you later.
Boy: Alright. I love you.
-very long pause-
Girl: *with a tears in her eyes* Look, I think we should break up.
Boy: What?!
Girl: It’s the best thing for us right now.
Boy: Why?
Girl: I love you.
THE GIRL DOESN’T COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE
Boy: Hey dude.
Friend: Hey.
Boy: What’s up?
Friend: Nothing. Hey, have you talked to your ex lately?
Boy: No.
Friend: So you didn’t hear?
Boy: Hear what?
Friend: Um, I don’t know if I should be the one to tell you…
Boy: Dude, just tell me!
Friend: Uh. Call this number, 433-555-3468.
Boy: Okay, thanks!
BOY CALLS THE NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
Voice: Hello, Suppam County Hospital. This is Nurse Victoria.
Boy: Uh, I must have the wrong number. I’m looking for my friend.
Voice: What is their name, sir?
*boy gives info*
Voice: Yes, this is the right number. She’s one of our patients here.
Boy: Really? Why? What happened? How is she?
Voice: Her room number is 646 in building A, suite 3.
Boy: WHAT HAPPENED?!
Voice: Please come by, sir, and you can see her. Goodbye.
Boy: WAIT! NO!
THE BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM 646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. THE GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
Boy: Oh my God, are you okay?
Girl: *silence*
Boy: Dear, talk to me!
Girl: I..
Boy: You what?
Girl: I have cancer and I’m on life support.
Boy: *breaks into tears*
Girl: They're taking me off tonight.
Boy: Why?
Girl: I wanted to tell you, but I couldn’t .
Boy: Why didn’t you tell me?
Girl: I didn’t want to hurt you.
Boy: You could never hurt me.
Girl: I just wanted to see if you felt about me the same as I felt about you.
Boy: Huh?
Girl: I love you more than anything. I would give you the world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you.
Boy: *crying*
Girl: Don’t be sad. I love you and I’ll always be there with you.
Boy: Then why did you break up with me?
Nurse: Young man, visiting hours are over.
The boy leaves and later that night the girl is taken off of life support and dies, but what the boy didn’t know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time. She only broke up with him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks left to live and thought that it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.
NEXT DAY
The boy is found dead with a gun in one hand and a note in the other.
THE NOTE SAID:
“I told her that I would take a bullet for her, just like she said she would die for me.”

Marry your daughter. the one of my fav song.

if there's a man could sing this song to me. i would marry him.

Sir, I'm a bit nervous
About being here today
Still not real sure what I'm going to say
So bare with me please
If I take up too much of your time.
See in this box is a ring for your oldest.
She's my everything and all that I know is
It would be such a relief if I knew that we were on the same side
Cause very soon I'm hoping that I...

Can marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'til the day that I die, yeah
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
When she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/brian-mcknight-marry-your-daughter-lyrics.html ]
She's been here every step
Since the day that we met
(I'm scared to death to think of what would happen if she ever left)
So don't you ever worry about me ever treating her bad
I've got most of my vows done so far
(So bring on the better or worse)
And 'til death do us part
There's no doubt in my mind
It's time
I'm ready to start
I swear to you with all of my heart...

I'm gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'til the day that I die, yeah
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
As she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

The first time I saw her
I swear I knew that I'd say I do

I'm gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
As she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter
..

not-strong-enough

its funny huh? when i wont give up everybody told me to giving up.. but when i wanna give up? they said dont give up!
im just feel tired of all these things..
sometimes that i need is to be alone
because im tired of all those people who only pretend to care about any said if they care, but they dont..
people bullshit and fake are the main reason why i like to be alone!
i tried to be patient and but they are only concerned with themselves!
im just tired.. 
what should i do? :(
 honestly, im not strong enough to know that i'll losing you.. but im tired.. i try my best to understand you, try everything to make you happy.. but?! *sigh*

make it better, God ;-)

i believe in God and i know someday will be better than this =D
this is so hard but i'll make it through..
just tired sometimes hahaha lol..
remember when i feel lost, lonely, unwanted etc. just remember i still have god, God will never leaves me, maybe everybody will leave me but i know God will never do dat, he'll  never let me walk alone..
and when i feel tired im just got to my room and prayed with him dat really made me feel better..
yeah i know that life is too short dont regret anything just learn from it someday we'll it will pass just let it flow let it be ;-)

Love, Wiendy

no one could love you like the way i did.

thankyou for being the biggest part of me..
and for making me the way i am now
for teach me how to be loved 
for all the things you did
the love you gave
your sweetest cares 
as you know no one could replace you in this whole world
even if i have someone else but it will never be the same like the way i love you and miss you
you will never know how afraid i am of losing you
how sad i am when you tell me if you're sick
maybe im not perfect but please give me a change to be your the one and only
maybe i said ' i dont care anymore' but every time i praying i always saying your name into my prayer 
worlds cannot describe how much i miss you and i love you
i miss how we used to be, stayed all night just want to talk each other 
i will do anything i can, i will give everything i have 
but every little things i do it seen i will never be enough
sorry im not perfect, prettiest, taller like other girls 
but i promise and i will trying to love you like no one could LOVE you like the way i DID :)

~

Right now at this very miunite,

someone is very proud of you, 

someone is thinking of you, someone cares of you, 

someone misses you, 

someone wants to talk to you, 

someone wants to be with you,

someone hopes you arent in trouble,

someone wants to hold your hand,

someone wants you to be happy just for you,

someone thinks you are a gift,

someone want to hug you,

someone loves you,

someone admires your strength,

someone is thinking of you and smiling,

someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on,

someone thinks the world of you,

someone wants to protect you,

someone would do anything for you,

someone wants to be forgiven,

someone is grateful for your forgiveness,

someone wants to laugh with you about old times,

someone remembers you and wishes you were there,

someone needs to know that your love is unconditional,

someone wants to tell you how much they care,

someone wants to share they dreams with you,

someone wants to hold you in their arms,

someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms,

someone treasures your spirit,

someone wishes she/he could STOP time because of you,

someone loves you for who you are,

someone wants to be with you,

someone hears a song that reminds her/him of you,

someone is glad that you're her/his only true love,

someone wants to be your friend,

someone stayed up all night thinking about you,

someone is alive because of you,

someone believes  that you're their soul mate,

someone wants to be near you,

someone misses your guidance and advice,

someone value your guidance and advice,

someone has faith in you,

someone trusts you,

someone needs you to send them this latter,

someone needs your support,

someone needs you to have faith in them,

someone needs you to let them be your friend,

someone will give you anything they have.

but most of all someone want to you know if they are in love with you and dont wanna lose you! 

I love you and misses you i need you i dont wanna lose you i care of you and i dont wanna anyone else to have you im sorry i cant be anything you want but i really love you for really who you are..

99 facts about guys! (repost)

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys love flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.

5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!!!!!!

14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate gays!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting.

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

59. Guys don't really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships

25 things that girls dont realize (Repost)

1. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep,
they always think about the girl they truly care about….
2. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one
point, it’ll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it
hurts every second that they try.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
4. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
5. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they’re still loved.
6. Guys don’t care how gorgeous you are.
7. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know
what?..uh…nevermind..” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far
from what you are thinking. And he’ll assume he did something wrong and
he’ll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
8. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to
listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
9. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
10. Guys love you more than you love them
11. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use
beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a
whole heck of a lot.
12. No matter how much guys talk about whats on the
outside,personalityis key.
13. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she
doesn’t notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to
figure out what it meant but some know that it was just prolly nothing
so if it is supposed to mean something then make that meaning noticable
so that they can react on the spot.
14. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think
about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time
with the girl.
15.If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he’s probably faking it
and he is really thinking about something
16. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys
rarely say that.
17.When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying,
“Please come and listen to me
18. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen
that often, so when it does, you know something’s up.
19. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he’s definitely
thinking something.
20. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable
decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

22. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He’s just too
stubborn to admit it.
23.NOT ALL GUYS ARE JACKASSES
Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of them
24.When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he
really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible
25.Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still
does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

I Really Love...

Love your early morning and goodnight text

Love your laugh

Love your voice

Love your smell

Love your hugs

Love your kisses

Love your "i love you" voicenote

Love your silly jokes

Love your silly magic tricks

Love your effort to tickle me while i'm not pay attention

Love our late night conversation

Love our late night phone calls

Love the way you try to make me blushing

Love the way you ask "how do i look?"

Love the way you tell me to go to sleep earlier

Love the way you ask me whether i want you to pick me up somewhere

Love the way you pull me closer to you

Love the way you look at me for quite a long time

Love the way you hold my hand

Love the way you smell my hair secretly, and you thought that i don't know

Love the way you talk to me
Love the way you see me
Love the way you sing

Love the way you give me a little surprise

Love the way you say goodbye to me after you drive me home

Love the way you treat me like a little princess

Love the way you try to make me laugh when i'm mad at you

Most of all, i really love the way you love me :) ♥

things girls want boys to do.

1. Hug us from behind
2. Call us beautiful not sexy
3. Show us off to your friends
4. Make us feel like were all that maters
5. Tell us you love us infront of your friends
6. Understand us when we have difficulties expressing what we want
7. Keep staying next to us, when we say "Leave me alone"
8. Lend his shoulder to a girl when a girl cries, hug her and tell her that everything's gonna be alright
9. Don't cheat on her and love her with all of your heart
10. When we ignore you, that's the time when we want all your attention
11. Gives us sweet surprises in unpredictable time

hopes.

I have this promise, and I take it seriously. I want this relationship to be good. I want this to be a happy ending story. I try everything to work it out. He tries too. I guess we'll get the answer at the perfect time. What's the meaning of our journey and all the distractions. Hope allah always leads us to the best way.

you know a guy into you when..

1. He sincerely looks at you,
2. Whisper words that’ll make you smile,
3. Be with you,
4. Do silly things with you,
5. Hold your hand,
6. Open the door for you,
7. Drive you around,
8. Wait for you and not complain,
9. Share clothes with you,
10. Play with you,
11. Carry you,
12. Dance under the rain with you,
13. Protect you,
14. Accept your flaws and see every beauty in you,
15. Appreciate you,
16. Understands you,
17. Respect you,
18. Support you,
19. and accept you, no matter what :)

g-i-r-l

Let me be the girl you fall for a little bit more every single day. Let me be the girl you can show your true colors to. Let me be the girl you can tell your dreams and deepest secrets. I wanna be the girl you never thought could ever existed. Let me be the girl you think about even when other girls are around. Let me be the girl that makes you feel like the luckiest man alive. The one girl that makes you a true man. The one who makes you wonder why other guys could miss out on. Just the one who makes you realize how truly blessed to even come across with, let alone make her fall in love. So cherish her, embrace her and give her your world when you found her. Because she has trusted you enough with something she knows you can break; her heart.

besties.

Dear best friend

You’re not genius but you always give solution for every problem that I have.

You’re not clown but you always make me laugh every time I almost cry.

You don’t have any family relation with me but we connected with each other.

You know my ugliest side.

You know my weakness.

You know my bad habit.

You know almost every single thing about me, for the good and the bad, and you still there right beside me.

You’re not perfect and So do I.

We cry. We smile. We sing. We laugh. We take pictures. We eat a lot. We shop. We sleep over. We make a phone call. We go to mosque. We gossiped. We did stupid things. We did mistakes. We go out. We are and always be…

…together.

We disagree sometimes.

We laugh at the randomest things.

We never fight.

When I’m sad you were always there to make sure I’m okay.

Thanks for being there for me.

I LOVE YOU, forever and always.

happines.

Age 104 old man and his age 100 wife, they are poor, they have been married for 81 years and have never had a group photo. When the old lady dress up the wedding dress, old man so happy to hug his wife, and said his wife is so beautiful.

Simple is not necessarily the best, but the best must be simple.
Happiness is that simple!

ignorance.

Do you know, when you're ignored your friend, it's the same with bullying?

Friend is, when you smile, they smile.

When you hurt, they felt that too.

When you cry, they come closer and say, "Hey, what's goin on?" or.. they just stay beside you and hear you cried. And after that, they make a jokes, hope you can laugh and forget your problems.

Guys, what did you do if,

1. You see your friend cry? Did you come closer, sit or ask s/he why, or just ignore it and keep walk?

2. You feel your friend's being ignored by all members of your class? Did you still get along with her/him or....you choose to ignored her/him too?

I hope you did the right things. Honestly, I often did the wrong one, but I try to change. I realize, I'm not that perfect. Nobody's perfect, right?

And I realize, that we all have a different character. No doubt, we've got good side and bad side. And certainly, we've made many mistakes. Again, nobody's perfect.

Just try to accept that. You don't wanna being ignored as well, right? Because it hurts so much. Trust me. ;)

....It’s not a war, no, it’s not a rapture
I’m just a person, but you can’t take it....

daydreaming :3

Someone who is not afraid to express his feelings , not afraid to turn down a date just because he doesn't feel like going to one .

Who always try not to hurt my feelings , even when he wants to criticize .

Whose honesty makes me fall in love all over , and whose loyalty make me never wanting to let go .

Someone who can make me laugh even at times i don't even want to smile at all .

To surprise with sweet kisses on the forehead or on the cheek :)

Someone who introduces me to his fellas and say , 'This is the girl i'm crazy about , '

Someone who would keep his promises and wait for hours just to see me for ten minutes , even when it's late .

Someone who is not shy to tell about relationship to his parents or mine :):):)

Someone who would say i love you , and means it .

Someone who would accompany me to the groceries store just to buy an ice cream without the whining or the complains .

Someone who has the courage to say that sex can wait .

Someone who looks good and handsome without putting much effort into it .

Someone who would tell me i'm beautiful even when my eyes are red and tears are running down my face :)

Someone , somewhere , someday :)

Hihihi :-p

I beat myself up probably a lot more than I should.
I act like everything's okay when a matter of fact, everything's sucking me in like a tornado.
I help others too much when I'm the one that's in need of big help.
I probably care a lot more than I should.
I think of others more than I spend my time thinking about me.
Happiness is seeing someone else smiling.
I try solving others' problems when I need to solve mine.
Deep down I wish people cared more like I cared for them.
Maybe that's just wishful thinking.
Maybe happiness is overrated.
I wish I was normal... Living a life that's the same as everyone else's patterns.
I need to accept things. Grief, loss, failure.
I need to acknowledge love.
I need to let go of my insecurities.
I need to stop.
I need to be better and better and better. Even if it's not good enough.
I need to try a little harder.
I need...
You.

We. the girls.

1. We sometimes don't even understand what we want.

2. We think the worst out of everything.

3. We get emotional for no reason.

4. We wonder how much we mean to you.

5. We don't always mean what we say.

6. We get insecure every time we see someone better.

7. We fake smiles... A lot.

8. We regret the things we say afterwards most of the time.

9. We care a lot more than we probably should.

10. We trust you, far more than we trust ourselves.

just da way u r

I love you means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I do not expect perfection from you- just as you do not expect it from me. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst times. It means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you're down- not just when you're fun to be with. 'I love you' means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them- asking that you'd not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love enough to not let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping that you feel the same way for me.

Copas.

I don't want a fairytale ending with you. I want to be there to help you face your fears and to help you overcome your failures. I want to give you the kind of love that's not distorted and fabricated, but real, raw and honest. You're not perfect and neither am I. But when we're together, I can believe that things will always fall into place. So please don't go :-)

why.......

I really wonder why people suddenly change after they get what they wanted. One day they're sweet, the next day they're not. One day they're here, the next day they're not. One day you're important to them, the next day you're worthless. One day they love you, the next day they don't care about you. That's how ironic people can be. Just pretty lies. But it's still your choice. Because you choose to get hurt when you choose to be in love.

its..YOU

Sometimes all I really want to do is sit beside you. I want to watch cheesy and crappy movies with you, and we will laugh at them together. I want to plan things with you, things we’ll never do, but for some reason just planning them with you is fine with me. I want to talk to you about everything and anything. I want to goof around with you and make jokes that aren’t funny but we’ll laugh nonetheless. I just want to fall in love with you over and over and maybe at one point we’ll get tired of each other, but we never let go. We never let go. If we do, we realize how bad life is without each other. But until then, I want you, and just you A<3

the fact.

lets just start by 10 fact.

1.Gue pusing sama rambut gue yang rontok.i've tried a lot of stuff but it doesn't seem like its getting better. 

2. berat sedikit turun but... i want more!

3. GUE KOK GAK TINGGI TINGGI?!!!

4.I am so concerned about my health, yeaaa...

5.belom nemu tempat bimbel yg bikin pewe, pdhl bentar lg kls 12..

6.i miss the joy of dancing,seriously.

7.I REALLLLLLLYYYY want to make my parents proud of me.

8. I want to a-long-relationship with him

9. gapernah tau kalo ditanya tentang cita2...

10. wiendy cantik..cantik..baik hatinyaaaa hoek.

gapenting sebenernya...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MOM!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! I hope that you have felt very special today and know that you are so loved. I am so thankful for you, and love all of the fun times we have shared together!!


In closing, Johnny Depp is still hot, Mars Volta deserves the world, and happy birthday, Mom! ♥

if only.

Ian Wyndham : I Love you.
Samantha Andrews: Ooh I Love you too.
Ian Wyndham : I wanna tell you why I love you.
Samantha Andrews: It's... It's raining, you know that right.
Ian Wyndham : I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I loved you since I met you, but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making decisions soaked with fear... Today, because of you... what I learned from you; every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed... and I've learned that if you do that, then you're living your life fully... it doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all... So thank you for being the person who taught me to love... and to be love.
Samantha Andrews: I don't know what to say.
Ian Wyndham : You don't have to say anything... I just wanted to tell you.


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im mad at my self, not you

im mad for always being nice...
always apoligizing for things i didn't do..
for getting attached, for making you life, depending on you,
waiting on you..
thinking about you..
forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming about you..

But most of all, for not hating you,
which i know i should....
but i just can't.