Rabu, 31 Oktober 2012

not-strong-enough

its funny huh? when i wont give up everybody told me to giving up.. but when i wanna give up? they said dont give up!
im just feel tired of all these things..
sometimes that i need is to be alone
because im tired of all those people who only pretend to care about any said if they care, but they dont..
people bullshit and fake are the main reason why i like to be alone!
i tried to be patient and but they are only concerned with themselves!
im just tired.. 
what should i do? :(
 honestly, im not strong enough to know that i'll losing you.. but im tired.. i try my best to understand you, try everything to make you happy.. but?! *sigh*

make it better, God ;-)

i believe in God and i know someday will be better than this =D
this is so hard but i'll make it through..
just tired sometimes hahaha lol..
remember when i feel lost, lonely, unwanted etc. just remember i still have god, God will never leaves me, maybe everybody will leave me but i know God will never do dat, he'll  never let me walk alone..
and when i feel tired im just got to my room and prayed with him dat really made me feel better..
yeah i know that life is too short dont regret anything just learn from it someday we'll it will pass just let it flow let it be ;-)


Love, Wiendy

Minggu, 21 Oktober 2012

no one could love you like the way i did.

thankyou for being the biggest part of me..
and for making me the way i am now
for teach me how to be loved 
for all the things you did
the love you gave
your sweetest cares 
as you know no one could replace you in this whole world
even if i have someone else but it will never be the same like the way i love you and miss you
you will never know how afraid i am of losing you
how sad i am when you tell me if you're sick
maybe im not perfect but please give me a change to be your the one and only
maybe i said ' i dont care anymore' but every time i praying i always saying your name into my prayer 
worlds cannot describe how much i miss you and i love you
i miss how we used to be, stayed all night just want to talk each other 
i will do anything i can, i will give everything i have 
but every little things i do it seen i will never be enough
sorry im not perfect, prettiest, taller like other girls 
but i promise and i will trying to love you like no one could LOVE you like the way i DID :)

~

Right now at this very miunite,
someone is very proud of you, 
someone is thinking of you, someone cares of you, 
someone misses you, 
someone wants to talk to you, 
someone wants to be with you,
someone hopes you arent in trouble,
someone wants to hold your hand,
someone wants you to be happy just for you,
someone thinks you are a gift,
someone want to hug you,
someone loves you,
someone admires your strength,
someone is thinking of you and smiling,
someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on,
someone thinks the world of you,
someone wants to protect you,
someone would do anything for you,
someone wants to be forgiven,
someone is grateful for your forgiveness,
someone wants to laugh with you about old times,
someone remembers you and wishes you were there,
someone needs to know that your love is unconditional,
someone wants to tell you how much they care,
someone wants to share they dreams with you,
someone wants to hold you in their arms,
someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms,
someone treasures your spirit,
someone wishes she/he could STOP time because of you,
someone loves you for who you are,
someone wants to be with you,
someone hears a song that reminds her/him of you,
someone is glad that you're her/his only true love,
someone wants to be your friend,
someone stayed up all night thinking about you,
someone is alive because of you,
someone believes  that you're their soul mate,
someone wants to be near you,
someone misses your guidance and advice,
someone value your guidance and advice,
someone has faith in you,
someone trusts you,
someone needs you to send them this latter,
someone needs your support,
someone needs you to have faith in them,
someone needs you to let them be your friend,
someone will give you anything they have.
but most of all someone want to you know if they are in love with you and dont wanna lose you! 
I love you and misses you i need you i dont wanna lose you i care of you and i dont wanna anyone else to have you im sorry i cant be anything you want but i really love you for really who you are..

Sabtu, 20 Oktober 2012

99 facts about guys! (repost)

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys love flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.

5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!!!!!!

14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate gays!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting.

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

59. Guys don't really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships